Your Road Your Destiny

Plup-plup-plup

2009-11-22T00:30:00.001-08:00

Sorry I smoked in front of you

HMM..

2009-11-13T03:57:00.000-08:00

What are you TRYING TO PROVE?

She makes my liver kicked my heart,Ashley greene,*sigh

2009-11-07T05:03:00.001-08:00

12.00

2009-11-06T07:59:00.000-08:00

Yes im writing this in midnight,
Yes I should be studying,
Yes I should psyche for my SPM LOL,
Yes I should sleep,
Yes I should walk down stairs and searched for food,
Yes I should considered press the off switch button,
Yes I should prayed for my SPM,
Yes I know,I know,
I should get some sleep

No I'm not done yet,
No I shouldnt be complainig about studying,
No I shouldnt be too excited for my SPM
No my eyes had betrayed me for keeping wide open,thanks for asking
No Im not looking foward to watch movies until I finished My damned Exam
No the off switch shouldnt be pressed because its about 2 cm away from the keyboard(malas)
No,no,no
I finished this at 12:15

Frail

2009-11-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

We are just like a star,that shines ilumanately and fades within time,so I ask thee, whats the use of becoming the top?

There are times when we question ourselves,What the hell are we doing here?The answer lies within ourselves.

You never will moved until you FORGIVE yourself

Woman-Wolfmother

2009-10-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

"Woman"

Woman
You know you're a woman
You got to be a woman
I got the feeling of love

When you're talking to me
You see right through me
I got the feeling of love

She's a woman
You know what I mean
You better listen
Listen to me
She's gonna set you free

Well you're kinda looking at me
Like I've got to set you free
You know I can't be nobody

She's a woman
You know what I mean
You better listen
Listen to me
She's gonna set you free

Woman
You know you're a woman
You got to be a woman
I got the feeling of love

When you're talkin' to me
You see right through me
I got the feeling of love

She's a woman
You know what I mean
You better listen
Listen to me
She's gonna set you free

Laugh for wat?

2009-10-27T01:08:00.001-07:00

"The World Lost It Beauty When I Reached Towards The Sky"

"Love And Trust Are Indequate,Thus Its Hazardous"

"When You Are The World,Everyone Around You Is A Dust"

"All You Need Is YOURSELF"

Pale blue eyes

2009-10-25T00:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel so happy,
Sometimes I feel so sad.
Sometimes I feel so happy,
But mostly you just make me mad.
Baby, you just make me mad.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

Thought of you as my mountain top,
Thought of you as my peak.
Thought of you as everything,
I've had but couldn't keep.
I've had but couldn't keep.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

If I could make the world as pure and strange as what I see,
I'd put you in the mirror,
I put in front of me.
I put in front of me.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

Skip a life completely.
Stuff it in a cup.
She said, Money is like us in time,
It lies, but can't stand up.
Down for you is up."
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

It was good what we did yesterday.
And I'd do it once again.
The fact that you are married,
Only proves, you're my best friend.
But it's truly, truly a sin.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

5 stages i wanna laid on

2009-10-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO the 5 top stages that I reli2 wanna laid on,*sighhhhhh.Look at all the crowd,hear all the cheering damnit this is better than playing with your I-phone(oh I wish I have one) hehehe

Wordyyy

2009-10-19T23:19:00.000-07:00

"SIMPLE WORDS ARE THE HARDEST WORDS TO CAME OUT"

Milky roadddd :D

2009-10-18T00:46:00.000-07:00

I guess most people now begins to realise whats actually happening round' them,begin to notice some silly things,sayed something that they should long time ago,turning a new leaf and having and expriencing same dilema over and over again.We live with thousands and zillion people,animals,plants from all over the world yet we are just the tiniest 'bacteria' in the iniverse.Yes,sometimes we've hated the world for the silliest reason,hate ourselves for our failures but humans still are humans.We follow our emotions more than we follow our hearts.Why dont we take a minute and reflect our pasts and tell ourselves:

"Everything change and I'm The One Who Altered It All And By Giving Up,I Will Lose My Future"

RRRAAWWW

2009-10-04T03:52:00.000-07:00

Tommorow gonna be intresting I hope,Aya n Irene first fighttttt.Lets see some blood gushing action shall we? :D :D

Did I say that todays jamming was the worst?Thanks to you,NICEEEE not that I blame you though....

WTFFFFF

2009-09-30T04:31:00.000-07:00

Wooohhhoooo finaaly I managed to get a grasp on LK and also I bet my teacher Rm10 if I pass my LK test this time.Mieheheheehe lets hope that I pass(seriously)

One more thing,Stop bitching If you Aint Got The Solution kaching?

Wheee

2009-09-26T01:37:00.000-07:00

Finally,Fasting and Raya's month finaally came to set their sun down and that means School starts next week.Things that SHOULD be done by next week :

Finishing my homework(fuck this!)

Study for SPM(Suprisingly yes)

Watch good movies(NOPE)

Make some good memories throughout the holidays(no)

Hitting on a random chick(yes)

Burn the midnight oil for nothing(yes)

Have fun(50-50)

Actually know what you were doing(I know,stupid list)

Put on some weight(noooo,I wanted this too work soo bad)

Eat till you drop flat to the ground(yess :D)

The list was short so does the holiday.Did I mention I was getting more and more less caring?COOOOOL!!(Idiot)

Sunshine(matt costa)

2009-09-26T01:36:00.000-07:00

Sunshine
I'd really like to tell you
Oh my sunshine
Even though your skies are blue
You're drying up my bed
How can I get any rest now?
Sha la la la la la la la

Someday
You will get the best of me
Oh someday
Probably when I'm old and grey
I'm lying in my bed
And I will soon be put to rest now
Sha la la la la la la la

Sunshine
I'd really like to tell you
Oh my sunshine
Even though your skies are blue
You're drying up my bed
How can I get any rest now?
Sha la la la la la la la

Someday
You will get the best of me
Oh someday
Probably when I'm old and grey
I'm lying in my bed
And I will soon be put to rest now

I'm lying in my bed
And I will soon be put to rest now (Ooh ooh) [x2]
Sha la la la la la la la

80's and 2009

2009-08-26T21:12:00.001-07:00

If you in 80's rock band the conversation will be like:

Rocker A:Dude,listen to this rock-evuh-music its ROCK man!

Rocker B:Youre right,Man,Rock and roll !!*head banging

2009 conversation:

Rocker A:Dude,dgr tok eh brutal tok pok,rock tok,kau x dengar x rock kau!!

Rocker B:Wah bes lagu tuk rock aaaa,Lagu apa tuk pok brutal na gak?*head banging

RockerA:Secondhand serenade!Rock x?

In 80's:

Rocker A:Dude where's the cocaine?I need the stuff man its freaking goood!!

Rocker B:Yeay dude,Drug,sex and rock and roll!!hehehe*HIGH

In 2009:

Rocker A:Oii ne dadah ku tek,oi bak ctok bunuh klak!!

Rocker B:Ilek la broo,Ku tgh main tok share2 aaar

80's:

Rocker A:Look at that she's freaking hot,man*SLUURP

Rocker B:yeay dude look at that @$$ and that &*(&(%,I just wanna &*#$ her!

2009:

Rocker A :Oi tgk ompuan ya seksi oiiii!!!

Rocker B:Dude jum agak nya dude lepas lak pok!!

Conclusion:Both of the rocker A and B in both era are an idiot

Hypothesis:The Idiotness in 80's are spreading widely in 2009 and suprisingly more effective

Heart of life (:

2009-08-22T10:13:00.000-07:00

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen

Pain throws you heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way, it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way, it should
But I know the heart of life is good

(Whistle Interlude)

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good

I know it's good

Waking up in Vegas

2009-08-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

Its beeeeeen AGES since I blog(finally can use the term "ages").I've been neglected my little bloggy for about a month now or so.Man,I've been targeted by several bad luck these days(I know doesnt suprise much) or what you 70's preferred "Bad Mojo".First,my hair finaallly has given a forcfully,bad,cruciating ugly hair cut thanks to an idiot named FERRY(thank-a-lot,feeling guilty eh ferry?muahahahaha).Second,Ive been OFFICIALLY annoyed and currently in a swing mood(have you seen monkey swings?replace the monkey with my mood).But apart of all the badluckness,I can still smile with these idiot monkey around such as myself namely aden,wan,sen and rahim- (ahh the usual, glad something never changed)thankyou guys for making my day.OH OH OH did I mentioned Aden painfully lectured me about promises(sorry aden),he said about lembu something,We will JAMMED next friday alrite, I half heartedly promise it :D.

IM HUNGRY,what's for Dinner?*sluuuurrrp

Stars

2009-08-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

Tonight I can finally see some pretty stars :D

FAILED

2009-08-10T02:26:00.000-07:00

These are the list of operation that supposed to be passed while Im sitting helplessly in exam.):

1.Operation "Sleep after finishing taking the test"(FAILED)

2.Operation "Annoyed the person next to you"(FAILED)

3.Operation played "My ruler is flying"(FAILED AND KANTOI TOOO)

4.Operation "I sit next to a window and try to flirt with the girls on the otherside while im taking a test(ULTIMATE FAILURE)

5.Operation "Caught anyone attention using by staring at them"(FAILED,DAMN THIS!!)

6.Operation Chea..uhh gained knowledge from next person to you"(FAILED)

Damn,This operation supposedly to be passed with flying colours,Darn Emo me this :( :(

Wooooaaahh

2009-08-07T09:25:00.000-07:00

Alrite call me heartless but this Haze thingy hasnt really got on my nerves yet.I mean if you all reaaaaallly careee about the environment why wasted your DAMN time pointing finger on someone who is idiot and thanks to your "memendam perasaan" he/she become a lot dumber.I mean come on laaaa why waste time complaining on internet,blog,etc when you had a million ways to save the environment.Haiiyaaaa you people too much complain,many egostical attitude,less action taken and many moreeeeee :(

FUCK

2009-07-31T09:40:00.001-07:00

Im better off alone

Baby baby yeeaaah

2009-07-27T22:42:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since I cut my hair short(about 4 months actually).Gah it is actually nice,walking and my head feels soooooo liight olredi huuhuuhuuh but then Puan Juliana said my hair still a bit long and said she doesnt like to see the 'ekor' hahahaha well I guess she's right, my 'ekor' does seem long.She's the only one who managed to took care of me along this past two years although how annoying,pressumptios,loud,lack of respect,undiscipline and many more to her(sorry teacher) but yet she's still nice to us(believe me she's have a loooooot of patience) and I felt very very dissapointed with the school's changes in subject teachers when she got promoted(haaaiiih).Oh yeah Im skipping the luar sidang for agama today while unconciously my teacher watched me walking my way out of the gate(Im dead) well I think im gonna skip school tommorrow by the usual alasan "I 'm Sick" hahaha

Fakyup

2009-07-24T11:17:00.000-07:00

Do I have to tell?
or do I have to speak?
Or both,but I know they wont listen,
cause I'm merely a person,
stand in a million,tried to escape my own intriguing destiny

People said they would stayed,but in due time,
they will all glide with the wind,leaving me alone,
wonder,if they will come back?
I doubt they will, cause each of them has finally found their own happiness,
who am I to judge or to make them stayed?

How long do I have to live in my own lies?
How long they have to pretend to care?listen?or loved?
when they got their own person to care,listen and loved to,
I'm just their wall,protecting them from the cruel world,
while who's protecting me?
and eventually I will be destroyed and fall both inside and outside

I'm a failure,maybe thats right word for me,
but at least I've tried to keep the ups and downs of my life,
but its alright,at least I know they are happy,
Am i satisfied?to be honest,a simple 'NO' will answered it all,
cause I know there are others who need me,and eventually like them,
left me for something worth pursuit,

I know who I am,
or at least I thought I know,
I'm just a person who put colours in their lives,
to be short I'm a painter,who paints fireworks in their world,
I,of course not a God,cause God is a shapeshifting destiny,
while I am merely just a shadow of peoples happiness,
watching them happy,have a good ending,something thats relevant with a miracle

Watching all that,studying them how they enjoyed their happiness,
triggered me,something that I should have asked myself a long time ago,
which now I have to guts to asked myself
When will I be happy?,when will my candle finally lighted up?when will they finally stayed?
and me,myself and I havent the guts to answered it,
I know I cant answered my own question,

cause I have to find it on my own...

Lalalalala

2009-07-15T23:26:00.000-07:00

DAMN ITT CHORUS LINEE URE SO FUCCKINNG GAYYYY hahaha but its fun to watch though :D

Uncomfortable

2009-07-01T03:05:00.000-07:00

Today was a Boring day with a capital 'B'.Maaaannn like semua matapelajaran ari tok I didnt do their freakin homework then the ustazah marah2 x hantar folio xhantar kerja laaa.Heeeellllloooo you freakin morons you all have very distinguished taste about givin homework maannn adakah sampe 5 pages!? WE got freakin life you freakin freaaak nasib baik some of the teacher ada consider others well look's like Im not the only one who's mad(sees below)

Aside of that,me and rahim managed to kill sometime by planning our kawen um um future :D
so me and rahim plant that abis kawen we tinggal dekat2 along with wan,aden,sen probably yen tooo.Soo senang2 klak lepak naaaakkk hahahaha Desperate Husband along with arthur hahahahahahaha.*Sighhh unlike any of them mok kawen 25+ me like mok kawen masa umur 40 hahahaha PARTI BUJANG LOKKKK

WOOOHOOOO

2009-06-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

THANNNNNKKKK YOOOOUUUU MR.JIHAN kerana melepaskan saya kelmarin hahahaha.Mannnn it was soooo scary kelmarin dah la tetiba jak ada spot check and it was supposed to be like a ketat2 one.The story was like this,One fine morning,like usual i went to school agak kelas and blah2 and like at 7.00 a.m ada pengumuman saying that ada perhimpunan and I was like oh yeaaaahhhh skip sivik baby!!(it IS a boring subject) and how I was supposed to know that ada spot check besar-besaran.So there I was sitting IN FRONT of the line(wan said it would bring me luck) and my hati was like dupdapdupdap cause i broke like 2 of the school stupid laws.Heck,first they check seluar pelajar yg ketat(safe),then baju sekolah yang ketat(medium),then org yg berambut panjang(MATI MATI).If you think like"ceh spot check biasa jak" haaaalloooooooo ask like about 1800 people in school saying how scary that spot check was dala student who kenak rotan in the ass mok nangis jak rupa hahaha.Continoue on,when baki and si perasan o-powerful shazali teriak suruh like confess and pergi depan awal2 sapa rasa rambut nya panjang and I was like ok la pergi pun pergi.Thank god im not alone there was cdak mohsen and khairi which hair was pendek dari mine.As i was standing watching all the other student hair kenak snap2 and it was my TURN so I choose MR.J(Jihan) cause the other was like busy snapping their ass of.Then Mr.J ngarei2 my rambut and we have a talk whick particularly save my ass:

Mr.J:"Awak nie kan saya tengok rambut awak nie tak la panjang"

Me:"Betulka cikgu?sya rasa sideburn saja panjang cikgu"(Negotiate hahaha)

Mr.J:"Pendek niee cuma kemas-kemas ckit saja la rambut tu.Kenapa, awak rasa panjang ka?"

Me:"Mmmm tak cikgu"(of course i said no)

Mr.J:"baiklah kamu boleh duduk"

Me:"terima kasih cikgu"(sucker hahaha)

And I was like OMG i passed my ass is safe from rotan wooohooo and i was smilling from cheek to cheek.But Mohsen and Aden jadi Botak instead ): HAAAAAIIIIHHH.Hahahahaah well once again thank you.Mr J you save my ass. :D :D

Im sick

2009-06-15T22:16:00.001-07:00

Yeppp Im officially sick todaaayyy finally after 3 months i got sick hahaha babi na

Sleepless

2009-06-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

OOOOOOO HOLIDAYYY wow seems nice when the first time you say it..Well the first week of Holiday was wooohooo busy busy and got no time to go out except at night(ahh the causes for my late wakeup).Guess what?I actually wear the same clothes for about two days straight (P/S:I showered) Trip was kinda fun actually except for irratating both of my adoreable cousin to drop us at parkson(BIG APPLE BIG APPLE) and also Im kinda suprised that there are about 50 percent Hot Girl menonjol kat Parkson that day(Im not mengenja ok?just dah ada kat sia buat pa mok tutup mata nak?).Oh yeah,now im becoming a lifelesss zombie pick-me-up s-o-m-e-b-o-d-y PLEASSSEE?HAIYAAAA and wooohhooooo I managed to deleto all the EMO stuff around ma head,no more voices no more like distracted and no more WESTLIFE(seriously that GOTTA go)I'm bored reli reli bored,haihhh merapuing on the blog not gonna chnage anything,is it?HAHAHAHAHAH I need ma friends :D

TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN (:

2009-05-26T23:37:00.000-07:00

Today was fun fun fun very fun eventhough exam tek susah mok niru.HAHAHAHA like semua 5s3 tek ilek2 sebelum ujian tek,we dance la,Aden singing and peluk2 orang hahaha(well at least bukan lembu peluk)and and Rahim do the stripper thingy hahahahahaha!!!Well today my mind less complicated than usual :).OH Oh OH me and yen tanding sapa dapat nyentuh air hujan I know you think its lame but but we havent talk for awhile and hahahaha its like everything nearly back to the way it was oh and I win neyyy prove that Orang tinggi can beat perosak nenen sakti(yen).Then time exam,me and mohsen meniru hahahahaha(hey I gave the ANSWER okay?)and then me and wan main tikam sampah kat belakang with cikgu permission(wow thanks teacher u know how to kill us some of our time)oh yeah I'm listening to Westlife hahahaha no seriously.uhhhh why cant I get my mind fuckoff from THE past?so pissashit rite now but who cares if she the only one who makes your knees turn to jelly and somesault ur heart and I tried to hide it(WOW WOW WOW EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO)hahahha no la everythings great now :D :D :D :D :D

I was an actor who blooms in everyone heart but who blooms mine?

2009-05-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

YEEEEEERDEEEEEEHH!!

I finally did it,dengan tak tau malunya i confirm that i have a blog.hahahahha well it wouldnt be happen if I got something better to do.Ne Way,Exam week was like so boring and and I like tidurrr jak.And like this LK test tadi sungguh weird bah like my mind gone somewhere else and I only jawab half of the question :/..Who cares rite?Wahhh so EMO thiss stop stop la hahaha.Oh oh oh and today ada SIGEK lembu this try to peluk me.I mean mun nya geng xpa jugak.. dis lembu so cilaka gila babi ehhh.Yeah and today just like another day boring day,one good thing bout today is....waittt there isnt.HAHAHAHA.Well I at least I dun have to hide my face today this balik skull tadi.Man these joke are getting on my nerve olredi =.="